Sunday, June 13, 2004 ++
LOVE, what's really love. In the dictionary it meant a strong feeling or deep affection for somebody. but how exactly u know if its really love.
I'm sure i have felt love before, not that kind of love our parents have for us. its difficult to explain. this type of love can make us feel on top of the world and at the same time feel god damn miserable.
why do people get married. i ask myself sometimes. is it for the fun of it? or do they really love each other. i just don't understand how people can just treat relationship like a easy thing. they change partners as fast as they change a shirt 4 size smaller than their original size.
as many married couples wanting back their freedom and even went to the extend of breaking their vows. and we the younger generation, can't wait to be committed into a relationship. why this change? do we youngster know really what's love?
sometimes i think we are too naive and gullible. just because someone claims that he loves you, you go all out for him. and in the end, you're the one being hurt. you cant blame anyone but yourself.
love for all fellowman. what is this? this is crap! there's no true love in this world. many claimed there is. if there is why are nations dropping bombs?
God, if there's one thing u should be sad of, is how this world have become so cruel where they show no mercy for anybody, not even a child. i guess u have died in vain. we're not worth ur sacrifice. for this i grieve.
LOVE many cant understand. i myself cant understand it too. i admit i have a strong feeling for this someone. but i dunno how he feel for me. i dare not hope for anything. i quite like our friendship now. but i suddenly feel like talking to him. i dunno.
god, for years i've waited. i've waited patiently i dun expect anything much. i really dont. i tried so hard to make things perfect. but it is not leading to where i want it to be. this world is changing too fast. its changing so fast that i cant even finish saying gurilleahemanickelsjelumia. is there a pause button where i can slow down and digest everything?
human feelings becomes suddenly so strange. its staring at me like i'm staring at a french magazine. friends not true friends, lover u found out toying your feelings. what is this crap?
i need to runaway!! far away from this dumb world!!
dont say another word cos i'm not listening
but i'm so stuck! stuck to this soil stuck to this shit
where's the love we need!! where's the love u claim u have?
this is just bullshit, just shut up with ur gospel and go away!
God what the fuck is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
Even if you run... I will find you
I decided I wanted you
Now I know...I NEED
If you can't be bought, tougher than I thought
Keep in mind - I am with you
Never left out fate, can't concentrate
7:26 AM
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